John and our grandson, Freddie, on the terrace of our villa in Spain, August 2004
I've started this blog in memory of my dear husband who died on 27th November 2013. We had been happily married for 42 years and I miss him so much. I need to find new meaning in my life. I feel like curling up in a ball and hibernating so as not to face the fact that I shall never see him again for all eternity. I can't do that. He knew he was my rock and would have been devastated to think he'd leave me unable to carry on and enjoy those things which we are so privileged to be able to experience as sentient beings in this glorious universe. I'm going to have to force myself otherwise I might as well have died instead. I'd like to travel and see some of the things we had hoped to see together. My pension limits that possibility. I enjoy photography so I must re-ignite the passion I once had. Above all I have always loved reading. I am insatiable and owning a Kindle has made it easier to buy the books I really want whilst living in Spain.
I've decided to take the first steps into my new life by reviewing all the books I read from now on.
This is my first. Thank you to Penguin and Lovereading (where you can read reviews and buy books) for the pre-publication copy.
The Boy That Never Was by Karen Perry
(due for publication March 2014)
The
story is narrated by the separate voices of Harry and Robin. Harry is
the father haunted by the loss of his son, Dillon, as a tragic
consequence of his own irresponsible action and a brief but
devastating earthquake in Tangier. Robin is Dillon's mother trying to
build a new life with Harry in Dublin and to deal with the grief of
her loss and the need to forgive.
We
meet characters from both Tangier and Dublin interacting with Robin
and Harry to reveal unexpected lies and deceit, betrayal and
consequences, attempts to re-build trust, passion, delusion,
redemption and the hope of a fresh start. What does Cozimo know and
should he tell. Who is guilty, who can be trusted. Where do our
sympathies lie and who can we believe. Where is the boy who never
was?
The
threads of the story are intricately woven but the overall design is
just out of sight until the shocking denouement.
There
is something of the flavour of the settings but this is a
relationship tale and a thriller with the emphasis on emotion rather
than fast pace and description. I had thought that the collaboration
of a male and female writer might have provided a greater distinction
between the narrative voices, perhaps each taking on their gender
roles. That didn't happen so that on the odd occasion I forgot who
was talking. However that barely detracted from an original and
engaging tale.